Living With a Temperamental Adonis: 99 Proclamations of Love

Her first entry was: "I feel so guilty towards him, so in the past eight months, I stayed by his side day and night to take care of him. Hopefully, it was enough to make amends."

Guilty? Eight months? These two phrases made Qin Yinan frown. For the past eight months, he had stayed inside this hospital room, and she had accompanied him for the past eight months without complaint.

For the first five months, he had been unconscious; he didn’t know how dedicated she was in taking care of him. It was later that he heard from the nurses that she would clean his body every day, massage his limbs, and talk to him about his childhood memories that she heard from his mother.

However, he did witness personally how she had taken care of him for the remaining three months.

To be honest, he had never seen a woman treat him so nicely in his life, so nicely that he felt... if he didn’t reciprocated her tenderness and care, he wasn’t a man anymore!

So, the ’he’ in question was definitely talking about him... but why would she feel guilty toward him?

Qin Yinan continued to read.

"I ’had a miscarriage’, but it wasn’t real. I pretended to slip and broke the blood bags hidden in my chest to create a mirage to cover the lie that I was pregnant."

No one followed her diary, so there was no comments or likes. Basically, it was a place for her to jot down her personal feelings.

"I’m not pregnant, and I’m afraid, what shall I do?"

"I’m getting married to a man I don’t love."

"I’ve given him my first time. He said he will take responsibility, but it has already been a month, and there has been no news. In fact, I heard about the setting of his wedding date today. For the man that I love, I pretended to be pregnant to guilt trip him."

"I have no regrets, I tell myself every day, I have no regrets even though these nights, I kept dreaming about that night with him and would wake up in cold sweat. However, the moment I realize what I did will guarantee the man that I love his happiness, I feel much better."

"I did something horrible today—I actively seduced the man who was drunk. The next morning, I pretended it was he who forced himself on me. I’m sorry,but I had to do it. I couldn’t sit idly and allow the man that I love to be alone and sad, so I used my own body to set a trap for you!"

...

Qin Yinan’s fingers that were holding the phone had started to shake.

He had clicked into her diary merely to see whether she was like other girls her age who posted some pretty selfies or pictures of food, but who would have thought he could stumble upon such a huge secret!